suka duka sem 1

dh sebulan aq cuti sem hihi. seronok sgt duk enjoy kat melaka ;) tp lets throwback 1 week before finals exam. ok as ussual 1 weeks before exam for sure mggu study weeks. so mmg buzy nk catch up smua subject kn? and bad situation for me yg tggal kuliah 2 weeks sbb chicken popopops tuu. first tekanan mse aq naik cuti tu trus ad exam standderdise :( msuk chap yg aq xblaja lgsg n ini adlh ujian yg totally akn effect final aq. 30% bergantung pada standerdise yg aq akn ambil tanpa belajar. can u imagine? aq cube stay up even aq penat sbb dri pagi smpi ke ptg aq study non stop. pastu g rmah ckg, study study n trus study. aq tension yg teramat, tp apakn daya. tiba hari exam, xsmua aq blh jwb for maths. aq rase down, sumpah time tu nk nangis . tp xnangis pn :') hihi. alhamdulillah ckg azimah fahami aq sbgi student. n die ajr aq personal ap yg aq tertinggal sepnjg cuti after that die bgi aq peluang repeat paper maths. huwarghhh terharu. for chemistry, ad 1 chapter yg aq xblaja lg. n mlm before paper chem, aq study gegile ngn roommates aq. seriusly faham. then bile results chem ckg tampal di ruangan blik guru tu, kenkwn aq smua trkejut tgk markh aq ,90%. bdk yg cuti 2 mggu tnpa msuk kuliah dpt 90% dlm exam? mula2 aq pn xcaya, how come? tp aida ckp, itulah usaha. xd yg mustahil. sebak tgk kputusan, aq trus call parents. hepy sgt time tuu. kwn aq yg berlagak buzy seolah olah xd mase nk ajr aq time aq ssh, cume dpt c. bkn nk berlagak, tp aq geram sgt ngn prangai kedekut ilmu die tu. pastu die dh muncung knp aq dpt lbih. mls aq nk pujuk. lantaklah kau nk sedih ke apa.untk physics as ussual aq hanya mampu score b je :D. ok setelah pnat aq lalui segala cabaran time standerdise, aq ingtkn smpi situ je cabaran slama 2 mggu yg aq tgglkn. rupenyeeee hmm. 1 weeks before final, thats mean dlm mggu study weeks, time smua plajar spt sdng tungkus lumus nk aim 4 flat, aq skali lg diuji. ya Allah rapuhnya kekuatan aq ketika itu. 4 hari lagi nk final, ckg masriah call aq. and she told me file exam comp yg aq buad dlu tu dh hlng ! haaaa mcm mane blh hlng? and for the solutions aq kene type tu smua blik. oh shit i hate it. pnt tau x buad bnda tu :(. roommates aq smua nk tlg, tp ini individual pnye tugasan :(. ok fine xpe, esk tu time rhat aq pergi blik guru n blh pulak time tu aq terserempak ngn org yg aq dh lama suka dri kcik. aq slalu pnggil die angah dulu, parents kami rapat sgt2. tp skrg ayh die dh meninggal, so xslalu jmpe dh. last kitorg jmpe ti,e aq f4,time adik die kawin. tp skrg angah dh bergelar lecturer di kolej aq. aq terdiam tgk die trun tangga menuju blik guru. aq ragu ragu, btol ke tu angah? hmm mzty die xknl aq :(. tp aq xd mase time tu nk fkir pasl cinta lama bagai. aq bergegas msuk blik guru jmpe ckg masriah, tmpt ckg masriah kene lalu meja a ngah, wangi bau tmpt die hihihi. 2 jam aq menghadap laptop kat blik guru n finallly siap. hmm lpas beban sikit. time nk kluar blh plak aq tertanya ckg tu duk mana. haish eksaited kot jmpe die. cube teka die dduk mana? hihi ckg ckp die ddk melaka!!! time tu dh eksaited gile nk melompat rasenya. n borak borak ckg ckp die knl parents aq, bohong xknl. rapat gile kot. hihi dh puas menanya aq kluar ah blik guru, tp hati tertinggal kat dlm.huahua xsngka jmpe org melaka kat kedah ! org yg rapat lak tu. time aq jln nk g psp,blh plak afiq presiden klas aq pnggil. die ckp miss theressa pnggil aq. ah sudah knp pulak ni. hmm, aq kate aq blh g sndri, tp die tetap nk teman hanta aq ke eng unit. smpi sane miss trus tnye aq, awk xbuat assignment ke? haaaaaaa,assgmnt ap plak yg aq xbuat ni ? ruparupanya assgmnt tu kene buat time aq cuti 2mggu tu,n bile aq dh mula g kuliah, afiq sbgi presiden ditugaskn untk arrange aq nye assgmnt yg trtggal. tp die lupa ! aq jeling die, die sengih je. hmm ya Allah pningnya pale otak aq. 3 letters n perlu submit esk ! sbb teacher n mskkn carrymarks. teacher ckp die plik bile tgk assgmnt aq xanta, padahal aq xprnh xsiap tugasan yg die bagi. and die ckp ouh patotlah awk cuti. ni smua afiq punya slh ! lpas kluar dri eng unit, aq trus jln tggalkn afiq kat blakang. aq geram btol tgk muka die tu! afiq puas say sorry kat aq, tp aq xlayan. aq nk g kat fara je skarg ni, aq bebetul nk nangis. aq tension, assgmnt berlambak ,exam lg 3 ari. msuk je psp, fara tnye aq, cmane? aq trus nangis, time tu aq terlupa org sekeliling. hmm aq tersedu kat bahu fara, aq prasan time tu irfan pndg. trus aq lap air mata. ya Allah bru skrg aq fikir malu. haha dh nmpk diam2 ea irfan. final alhamdulillah aq blh jwb dgn bantuan classmates n roommates. syg korg:*

ok now im here at melaka dh msk hari yg ke 7 means dh smggu dh.hmm actually xexpect pn akn blik mlaka scpt ni. sbb bru je blik kolej mggu lps. tp takdir tertlis aq mengalami dmam chicken popopopop smpi kn diberi mc 2weeks. huish lame tuuu xkn nk duk kedah kn. better blik mlaka dripd kene duk sickbay. 2 hari sblm kuliah mula aq dh rase lemah but im just keep silent about my health bcoz i take it easy. yaa aq hanya menelan panadol as ussual sbb just ingtkn dmam biasa but im not expect akn kluar symptom2 cp. aq mula sedar mase ari sabtu pagi ,seriusly aq takot nk terima knyataan yg itu cp. aq diam ,aq xcite lgsg kat roommates aq. dlm fikiran aq hanya fikirkn exam final yg smkin dkat. aq bnar2 buntu. aq call mak nk mengadu, dhlh time naik cuti homesick aq mnjadi jadi parahnya. call mak smpai aq nangis sbb risaukn exam,tp sblhnya aq xnk mak aq prasan gundah di hati. biar aq yg ikhtiar sndri xnk nyusahkn mak. mata sembab, aq msk blik. fuzah slh sorg roommate aq prasan aq lain mcm,tp aq wat donnow. hujung mggu mcm tu bhonglh aq xd keje, cume aq tgh serabut fikirkn mslh cp ni. x lame pastu ayh kol, aq straight kluar dri bilik untk jwb kol. ayh tnye aq trok sgt ke n really care about me smpikn aq ternangis fikirkn yg aq perlu jwb exam tp keadaan tk mengizinkn. seriusly after tamat call ngn ayh, aq dh decide nk bgtau roommates untk surh diorg tman aq pegi buat checkup to make sure itu bbtol cp. aq msuk blik, then fuzah prasan mata aq berair, die tanya ade problem ke. aq bgtau 'yana kene blik mlaka' ,seriusly kat situ jgak aq teresak ,ya Allah final shje yg aq risaukn n my carrymarks ! aida n fuzah straight dtg tenangkn aq, mereka pn rase mcm terdiam sbb final mmg bnar2 menanti kami dlm mse trdekat ni. fail sem 1, i cant go for sem2 :'(. for that time aq hanya tau menangis shje,puas aida n fuzah pujuk ,but i dont care im just think about my final n carrymarks. it really drive me crazy. lpas aq rase lega menangis aq mula berfikiran rasional,niat aq cuma satu time tu, nk siapkn assgmnt video sct yg ckg bgi sblm pergi hospital. not an easy task to do it, aq buad video tu smpi ke petg then aq decide nk pegi hospital mlm. mlm tu pkul 8,ustzah yg bertugas sbgi ketua aras aq menghntar aq n fuzah ke hspital kuala nerang,kedah darul aman. aq lbih selesa prgi dgn fuzah berbanding aida n sara. fuzah memiliki sifat keibuaan ,aq selesa berbincang dgn die. dan 1 brita malang itu mmg cp! ok aq kol mr.burn ketua felo kmkn untk blik mlaka mlm tu jgk dan die membantah mggunakn suara romeo die "mane nk cari tiket ttgh mlm ni syg". ya Allah cairrrrr. haha kay gediks. btw 2weeks is too long for me as a foundation student !im not a dip studnt. 2weeks before final aq xblh g klas ,can u imagine how i felt? hmm patah smngt. aq ws dean ,my crush // classmate in kmkn. talk with him i'll not be around in class for 2weeks. and he worried about my exam too :'( .yaa i know but its too late bcoz cp dh ad kat badan dh. back from hospital aq trus packing barang n do all my homeworks and pass it to my classmates to be submit tmrrow morning. yaa cincai boncai my assgmnt. but its ok, its better than nothing. mlm tu aq btol2 lemah, suhu dmam aq 39 point something degree. i think i'll die that night, haha. fuzah still tlg aq packing even die punye assgmnt berlambak lg xhbis. seriusly aq trsgtlh terharuuuuuuu.mlm tu aq cuba lelap mata sbb esk aq perlukn tenaga yg bnyk untk blik mlaka,ya i know felo can send me to shahab stesen ,tp esk klas mula so aq xnk sushkn felo. I'm old enough to take care of myself,dan aq tahu cara nk blik mlaka mcm mane. aq blh berdiri diatas kaki aq sndri. tp mlm tu aq btol2 xblh tido, i dont know why maybe sbb badan xslesa. esk pepagi lg mse org g kuliah aq dh seretbeg g ke main entrance kmkn. but not alone :D fara diya n my lovely fuzah lelorat nk teman. tp xpe aq suka sgtt diorg care. smpi kat dpn gate, abg guard ckp amboi rmi anta. hehe malu *ttup muka*. smpi situ je kwn2 aq anta, sbb pagi tu 8:15 dorg ad klasss. aq tggu stesen bas kat dpn kolej untk dpt bas ke shahab. aq tggu dri kul 8 ,bas dtg kul 8:45 ! ergh. 8:45 grak tp smpi shahab kul 10. shahab kat aloq staq, aloq staq n konerang jauhhh. so normal je smpi lmbt ke shahab. smpi kul 10 aq trus g tanye tiket blik mlaka, fuhh nasib baik awl skit. tiket kul 10:30. tp aq laparrr :'( nk mkn kene seberang jln mmg sah lh xsempatt ! aq beli yogurt,roti n sebotol air mineral. cukuplh nk alas perut smpi melaka for 11 hours :((. perantau lah katekn.skit badan dduk dlm bas je keje aq 2 mggu niii :(.

ni antara screenshots org2 yg care pasl aq ;) hehe. ade lg tauu bnyk lagiiii. ececehh ;p. but wait for my mr dean screenshots for my next posts ;) btw thankyouu Allah for giving me the chance to get know well with my friends .